April 04, 2008 Sometimes it just feels so demoralising, just because it makes me feel I am not good enough for this or that.
And when the opposite happens, I wonder what I did to deserve all that chance.
Human nature is complex. Job wise, when you don't get what you want, you wonder why people don't give you the chance to shine. When you get it, you wonder whether you could get some better deal outside.